glad, excited

Today, after i wrote my daily, something different had happened in my life.
Every time after i wrote my daily, it will remain like that,
but today, it happen different way.
Yes i'm glad about it.

i'm just asking friend to go someway together with me, 1st she dun want.
then after awhile i say i wish she can go with me, maybe she think so long not go with me, so she agree.
then when i drive i'm so nervous to drive, i'm thanks God that he is always they with us.
it was so frightening because almost accident, but thanks God everything is alright.

After it, i'm so worry, frightening, but no fear in heart just outside of my body is sharking.
then night time, i 1st time sending 5 people back home, thanks God everything go well.

I pray that i will had the other time to drive people back home because i'm so glad can drive people.
I also want to pray that tomorrow will have a safety journey because i'm driving without "P" sign.

THANKS

Em...today wanna say, FINALLY... Yes Finally i get my diploma certificate...
When i go back to school, actually fear came into my heart,
It came in not because of i'm driving on the road and on the road that i not so used to,
but because i'm going back to school, meeting the people that i dislike and the people that dislike me.
I'm fear to facing them, but thanks GOD for He strengthen me and protected me whenever i go...
I also want to thanks Him that mum is around me, we were OKAY at KK.
Thanks GOD for protection where ever we went through.
I know He is there with us, even when i'm not around, He is there with mom also.
THANKS HIM AND PRAISE HIM...

today the line for internet is so slow, till i loss all the time.
today is still free in office, i online gaming whole day, and sleep in office some more haha...
cause i feel sleepy and the environment of the office made me sleepy too, like i'm in the hotel like that:

this is my place

thursday 14/07/2011

This early morning i receive her msg that today had a cell group, i still remember why am i wanna go cell group, but because of my own issue, i dun know how am i got to face the problem, so i run away from it (last week).

This week, i told myself that i need to face it. Even if i see her may hurt me. Nor-matter how much i want to run away from her, how hurt it is. with her, i keep on feel hurt from her and i also keep on hurting her.

Because of i care, its hurt me a lot, and i respond back hurt to her. i know she might not care about what will going to happen in my life, because she had someone who care about her and more people who care about her.

If one day i tell the world that she hurting me, i believe no one believe me; and they will think that i'm the one who hurting her, cause in their eyes, she is so good to them. No one understand me, even my mum. my mum may understand little of me, but not all.

Yoga Lin - Perfect Life

Album : Perfect Life (美妙生活)
Artist : Yoga Lin (林宥嘉)
Release : 06 May 2011
Language : Mandarin

Track List :
CD1
01 美妙生活 | Mei Miao Sheng Huo
02 自然醒 | Zi Ran Xing
03 想自由 | Xiang Zi You
04 我總是一個人在練習一個人 | Wo Zong Shi Yi Ge Ren Zai Lian Xi Yi Ge Ren
05 紀念品 | Ji Nian Pin
06 不換 | Bu Huan
07 擁有 | Yong You
08 早開的晚霞 | Zao Kai De Wan Xia
09 想念 | Xiang Nian
10 晚安 | Wan An
11 Fly My Way

CD2
01 Song 2
02 Ain't No Sunshine
03 突然想起你 | Tu Ran Xiang Qi Ni
04 春光乍洩 | Chun Guang Zha Xie
05 作伴 | Zuo Ban
06 飄 | Piao
07 Carnival
08 我只在乎你 | Wo Zhi Zai Hu Ni
09 老實情歌 | Lao Shi Qing Ge
10 Everyday
11 The Hindu Times
12 羅密歐與茱麗葉 | Luo Mi Ou Yu Zhu Li Ye
13 First Of The Gang To Die
14 雨和眼淚 | Yu He Yan Lei
15 Darling
16 How Deep Is Your Love
17 眼色 | Yan She

人是自私的

人们会在他人伤害之前保护自己，
每个人都是自私的，
为了不让自己受伤害，
会先伤害他人，
为了让自己活得开心，
会拿去他人的开心。
每当你没有先伤害别人，
受到最伤的会是自己，
我成经想保护自己，
而去收回自己付出的，
但是被人当坏人讲，
最后还不是被她给忘了，
或许她根本不在乎自己，
但为什么我会那么的在乎她呢！
觉得自己像个傻子一样，
为什么就是学不乖，
难道要被伤的骈体凌伤才来后悔吗！
难道就只有这样才明白，才学会吗！

Need a Change in this life...

I'm hurting whoever love me,

I'm hurting mum, and friends.

I didn't mean that, 

It just come out whenever i dislike it.

Even sometime it happen in a situation i dun know,

maybe because a lot of time i wearing mask.

I pray to GOD help me to overcome myself,

This life made me hard to live.

People around me dislike me and run away from me,

Because they see nothing good in me.

They might think that i need to change,

But GOD you know i cant change by myself.

Before i want more friends,

I think i should change myself.

But not because want to be somebody,

It is because i choose to be nobody.

This world had changing every single minute,

I just want to be more strong in GOD.

So that i might not shaken in any situation,

Many situation may come and put me down.

I need to stand firm,

The 1st thing i need to do now is draw more closer to GOD.

梦-幸福家庭

每当看见朋友们所拥有的幸福家庭，
往往自己也会陶醉在他们的幸福里，
自己也很想拥有如此的幸福，
可是想想它会是个很难实现的梦，
就会把自己摇醒，
好得不会沉默在梦里，
梦毕竟只是个梦，
很少巴仙它会变成现实的，
所以还是不要做梦来的好。

Stress

You will keep on thinking YES / NO,

Till you don't know YES / NO,

Every Step you Step will faced a lot of junction, 

Then you will feel very Stress.

Either A / B,

Neither A nor B,

Every Step of Life,

There is another junction for you to choice.

Thanks GOD

This Week is a tiring week,
But is a meaningful week.
Since this thursday,
I keep on thinking of not dance today.
Because my soul is telling my body not to move,
But thanks GOD, my spirit is strong enough to
telling my body to continue moving.

I thanks GOD again because of today,
I see myself had growth to stand firm
in the situation that had tempted to sleep and do nothing.
Thanks GOD because i didn't give up to serve GOD.
Thanks GOD for sending the Holy Spirit to guide my heart,
To teach me, to lead me,
when i needed the help mostly in this hour of time.