What Forgiveness Isn't?

Forgiveness Is Not Going Through the Motions = John 6:63 says, "It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing; the words that i have spoken to you are spirit and are life." There is nothing more healing to a damaged soul than forgiveness. It is God through the Spirit who gives us the freedom of true forgiveness - you will profit nothing.

Forgiveness Is Not Forgetting = True Forgiveness is not forgetting. Phil. 3:13, which involves letting go of the pain - being freed from hate, fear, and bitterness.


Forgiveness Is Not Denial = When Jesus hung on the cross, He died for every sin you and i will ever commit. 2nd Corinthians 5:21 says, "Oh, they really aren't that bad." No, He was deeply and completely acquainted with our wretchedness. That was the only way He could forgive us for everything.


Forgiveness Is Not an Emotion = Forgiveness is not an action we take without agony of the soul. Forgiveness begins as a decision to trust God, rather than as a desire or feeling of waiting to be close to the person who has offended me.


Forgiveness Is Not Reconciliation = Reconciliation can only be experienced when offering parties are willing to admit their actions.


Forgiveness Is Not Being Revictimized = True forgiveness cleanses our hearts of the damage caused by an offense. In the process of forgiveness, we realize the need for boundaries - decisions we make about our relationship from being unhealthy, that prevent us from being revictimized. Boundaries are knowing what we are responsible for.


Question:
1. Who has hurt you most deeply?
2. Do you feel you have forgiven that person?
3. Did you recognize yourself in any of the characteristics of false forgiveness?

Are You WELL??

Are you WELL in emotional, feeling, thought, health, spiritual...

W = Become a Worshiper of GOD, worship GOD daily, a life style.
E  = Become an Evangelistic.
L  = Become a Learner of GOD, learn GOD word, understand it.
L  = Become a Loving person of GOD, love one another, love your neighbor as yourself.

live a life of loneliness

now a day i found out i love the life of alone,
stay alone in a house with a working life,
without a person take control over your life,
eat alone every three meal a day,
cook alone for self.

the life of loneliness, does not make me crazy now a day,
found out it is more freedom then stay with some others people.
where you go, what time you come back is in your hand.
no need to report to others when you go out,
the life of alone i love it more and more.

although sometime might feel too lonely,
need someone else to talk with, and someone else to care with,
it just a need for some other time,
when it need just find some friend and talk to also is a good idea,
the life of loneliness not every person can take it.

some people might cant take it, end up with killing themself,
some other people cant live alone like this, ending up in crazy house,
but here i wanna say i more and more love the loneliness life,
if one day people ask me, here u choose to live a lone or live with people,
i would want to choose to live alone, without been control by others is what i want.

幸福的拥抱

心灵的需求，

自然的产生渴望，

渴望更多的关怀，

更多的爱情的拥抱。

起初不想相信事实的自己，

一点一滴的了解，

慢慢一滴一溻的发现，

发现对你的感觉越来越少了。

心里的空虚感，

加上寂寞的纠缠，

又加上软弱的心灵，

想念幸福的拥抱。

成经是那么的很想跟你相处，

成经是那么的想了解你更多，

成经是那么幸福的想念着你，

就算只是在梦里的幸福也觉得很真很真。

人类的心灵，

脆弱又容易受伤，

空虚与寂寞的避难所，

渴望幸福的拥抱。

不是你就不是你，

不能勉强的事实，

加上冷漠无情的你，

让人更了解事实的存在。

Prayer for 4 june

today, church have a gathering and fellowship,
it will be a busy day, hope that i can help up,
and have fun, can meet more friends,
i mean can have more closer relationship with all of them who come.

this is the other change that GOD give us to fellowship,
Pray that GOD take control in everything,
Pray that no raining the whole day,
Pray that everyone happy with their food and the fellowship.

I also want to Pray that good work come out from us all,
Pray that GOD bless all the people who come,
Pray that everyone of bethany who incharge will not too tired,
Pray that the younger once also will help up and not just let the olders one do.

Everything i pray in most beautiful and powerful name of JESUS CHRIST, AMEN!!!

飞不起来

我不在是天上飞鸟,而是地上的丑小鸭,
让我拥有一个不会飞翔的翅膀.
从天上的飞鸟演变成地上的丑小鸭,
让我无法翻身.

这样的日子让我无法忍受,
快要逼疯了;
这样的日子真叫人难受.
几时可以在次的在天上飞翔呢?

好想念那样的日子.
飞不起来的翅膀,让我战时无法了解生活习惯.
成经拥有的生活习惯,都的一一把它改了.
一人趁着这样的生活真让人感到沉重.

很多时后都很想放弃,
没有力量鼓励我往前走,
很想放下包袱,放下架子,放下一切的一切,
从新开始,从头开始.

问世间,我的力量,从何来!!!
问世间,我的勇气,从何来!!!
问世间,我的鼓励,从何来!!!
哎!这一切一切的让我无法呼吸,心跳快要淹熄了.

started to hate myself

life had made me hating myself.
hard to made me asking myself why, why, why...
but i started to ask WHY WHY WHY...
my life had disappointed me,
i started cant see a good things around my life..
all i see is a bad things
i never had being feel lonely since i grow up..
but now i keep on asking why am i so lonely.
even if i alone before this,
i love it...
but now i wanna say,
i hate it...
can i not be alone from now on??
i always ask myself
why this happen in my life when i was grown up
but not in the proses of my growing??
why am i so alone, now a day...
i think i know the answer...
because i never care about this when i was still young.
but now i care about this...
because dun want to be alone forever...
but i dun have friends
how can i over come this...dun know
the only one can speak to me is God himself...
no other person...
i am alone, since young; never change;
just young, never care about it
but now i care...

人生的必定。

很多人会误解我是这样、那样的，那很正常。
因为真正能了解我的人，我很敢说，不多人。
几个吧！就算我的家人也不很了解我。
很多时候，我被误会，过了很久我才知道被人误会。
大多数是另个人告诉我的。
要不然，我会以为他们在开玩笑。
就算我知道他们误会我，我都不会去解释。
因为我知道，我越解释，他们越怀疑。
最好什么都不说，就算没了朋友也罢！

最近我发现，越来越多人误会我，对我有很多偏见。
我想是时候，让自己静下来，过回自己的生活吧！
没人的打扰会是很好的生活。
还记得，从小到大，很多人会误会我。
连老师都不相信我，我还能怪谁啊！
好像被误会是我人生中一定会经历的。
它会带我经历我的每一步人生，不管我到了哪一阶段的生活。
它会牢牢地跟着我，不管我过得快不快乐。
它会来到我的人生里，磨练我的平淡的生活。

我其实不喜欢被人误会，但它已经成了我人生的必定。
就像我所说，每一步、每一阶段的人生里必定牢牢地跟着我。
很像不舍得与我分开的必定，不知这样是好事还是坏事。
每每我当他人的误会是玩笑时，很多的时候都是个误会。
难怪我没什么朋友，应为往往的玩笑是个误会，而误会是个玩笑。
我想说，不了解我的人哪！可以不要乱批评我吗？
不但会让别人误解我，还会让我的人生更难熬。
我的人生就砸在你们手里了，请不要一把的毁了我的人生。
请了解情况后再说也不迟，这样你、我都不亏。

一生孤单的来，孤单的去，没人注意。

人人都有心里话。
我的心里话是想说，在毕业典礼有人陪陪我去，
哪怕就一个人我也很高兴。
可是，家人个个面对经济问题。

今年可真是破财年啊！家人没一个可以陪我去。
好伤感咯！还有什么办法呀！
不说家人了，朋友也一样！
伤感呀伤感！

有谁不要人陪去毕业典礼啊！
有谁不要开开心心的去呗！
有谁不要毕业呗！
我的毕业没人去咯！

为何每当我的大日子来临时，
每个人一定不能出席的。
心里头很想大哭，可是哭了又怎样啊！
能改变事实吗？

我常常告诉我的好朋友，我要朋友陪陪。
可是我越邀请越没人有空呗！
我要怎么面对我的毕业典礼啊！
不知道，很害怕，很陌生。
每回想起都很伤感，很想逃避。

21岁生日都自己过的我，
没有任何一人记得我的生日的我。
应该没有权力想要人陪吧！
一生孤单的来，孤单的去，没人注意。

ticket

Depart (KCH - BKI)

AK 6036 Kuching (KCH) to Kota Kinabalu (BKI)Saturday,

16 July 2011Depart 0610 Arrive 0735

1 Guest @ 50.00 MYR

9.00MYR Airport Tax, 10.00MYR Fuel Surcharge

Return (BKI - KCH)

AK 6035 Kota Kinabalu (BKI) to Kuching (KCH)Friday,

21 July 2011Depart 0800 Arrive 0925

1 Guest @ 53.00 MYR

6.00MYR Airport Tax, 10.00 MYR Fuel Surcharge

Total 138...