1st time i feel fear in the deeper of my heart;
Where i keeps all my feeling.
Fear had come to me to disable my steps;
Every step i take, it is a risk for me.
Sickness had come and visit me;
I hat it but i cant ask it go away.
I need to face it, but not run away from it;
Where does my help come from, from the ONE who is greater than it.
Sometime i too stress till i cant see HE is helping me;
Too stress think that HE had leave me behind, and ask me do it by myself.
CHRISTMAS is coming, people are happy about it;
But i want to ask, are you really happy about it?
Deep in your heart, are you really happy about it?
I can only say, this coming CHRISTMAS i'm not so happy about it.
I don't had a reason why am i say that, but i'm sure i'm not happy.
