life had made me hating myself.
hard to made me asking myself why, why, why...
but i started to ask WHY WHY WHY...
my life had disappointed me,
i started cant see a good things around my life..
all i see is a bad things
i never had being feel lonely since i grow up..
but now i keep on asking why am i so lonely.
even if i alone before this,
i love it...
but now i wanna say,
i hate it...
can i not be alone from now on??
i always ask myself
why this happen in my life when i was grown up
but not in the proses of my growing??
why am i so alone, now a day...
i think i know the answer...
because i never care about this when i was still young.
but now i care about this...
because dun want to be alone forever...
but i dun have friends
how can i over come this...dun know
the only one can speak to me is God himself...
no other person...
i am alone, since young; never change;
just young, never care about it
but now i care...
