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dun know how to explain the feeling i had now.
dun know how to tell, it is really bad.
every time come to this situation, i hate myself.
dislike it, why i had this feeling.
i had told myself not to feel, need to be rude to this situation.
but my soul is weak, it make me think a lot.
i had become like this i dislike it a lot.
i hate this feeling, go away from me.