daily in my life
now only can
let the tears dry
the streaks stain my face
my heart sinks lower
it drowns deep in my ocean of pain
words on my lips
i hold it back
every breath i hold back those words
the words i need to say
i cant tell anyone
I'm not allowed to let people ears to hear them
so i bite down on my tongue
till i bleed from it
the words go down
i try to swallow them
but i choke instead
holding them back
as my heart sinks lower
waiting for it to die
not knowing when it will be
i must hold back, but i cant
i'm sinking into the deeper place
of my heart
You ask yourself, “what’s wrong with me?”
i have no soul to care for.
i’m dead to eyes that don’t care.
i try not to see or care but my heart sinks
that I am me yet that’s all I can ever be.
that I have no person to go to that matters.
the truth comes with no disguise.
i have no soul to care for.
i’m dead to eyes that don’t care.
i try not to see or care but my heart sinks
that I am me yet that’s all I can ever be.
that I have no person to go to that matters.
the truth comes with no disguise.
