today after church meeting, when friends send me home.
the moment i step out from the car, i feel little disappointment.
i dun know what had happen to me.
then i was home i msg a friend, then i pack up all my cloth to wash.
after i putting all my cloth into washing mesin then i start to find my hp.
before that i thought that i put at my room so when up and find.
then i so blur can't find anything, so i thought is in the washing mesin.
then i went down to look for it, in my heart i was pray to God that: dun say "its really in here, dun say its really in here."
then i cant find anything, but still blur, so i think maybe is still in the room.
so went back to the room to had a look.
while i was walking up at the stair there, i saw something on my mum's table.
then i go have a look, oh my darling is here, what a blur person i am.
where i had put my darling is, i also can forgot.
really blur but thanks God it does not found it in the washing mesin.
